First of summer. :-)
One-of-a-kind summer experience! (at Bagac Bay Beach Resort, Bataan)
Hello, new avatar! Hihi.
I just like everything about this. I like
wearing your old sweatshirt and
cuddling up against your chest. I like
when you run your fingers through my
hair and kiss my forehead. I like
knowing that soon we’ll be on
opposite sides of the bed fighting for
covers. But in the morning, you’ll
wake up and kiss me and tell me how
lucky you are. I just like this a lot.
Ilang months na rin akong inactive tapos pagcheck ko ng notifs ko, tadaaaa! Puro eto! Haha.
I’m ever so sorry for the times my words have wounded your delicate heart. Too often I find myself saying something malicious unintentionally. I use my words as a shield but I know that you’ve only ever known them as a sword. You must promise to never listen to a word I say because I never mean it. They say that a person is only as good as their word which I have to agree with. I’m rubbish darling, go on and move along. Find someone else who is as golden as yourself, be happy together. I have my words to comfort me.
I love every feel you give me. I love everything about you. I could never express how much I appreciate everything you’ve done for me and continue to do for me. You’re mine and I’m yours and I could never be happier. It still blows my mind that every single night the thought that my life is perfect flows through my head.
Do you ever read old conversations that you’ve had with someone and
realize how much more interested they used to be in you, and it makes you feel like complete shit because everything is different now and you feel like you’ve lost that shine that got you their attention in the first place?
Kahit kailan hindi ko pinangarap ang makapag-abroad. Kahit sinasabi nilang mas malaki ang kita doon, na mas madaling makakaipon kapag nasa ibang bansa at higit sa lahat, na gaganda at giginhawa ang buhay ng pamilya mo.
Marami na akong kakilala at kamag-anak na nagtatrabaho na sa ibang bansa. Yung mga kasabayan ko dati sa management training sa Jollibee, yung iba sa kanila mas piniling mag-abroad na lang kahit pa kabaligtaran ang magiging posisyon nila doon pero kapalit naman noon ay di hamak nga na mas malaking kita.
At syempre lalayo pa ba ako, yung asawa ko na nasa Saudi. Noong unang beses syang umalis, doon ko napatunayan na hindi ko talaga kakayanin ang magtrabaho sa ibang bansa. Araw-araw ko syang namimiss. Gabi-gabi akong umiiyak. Mahina ang loob ko pagdating sa pamilya. Hindi ko kaya ang ‘homesick’. At minsan lang tayo mabubuhay kaya dapat spend natin yun kasama ang ating pamilya.
Ewan ko pero kahit siguro andyan na sa harap ko yung opportunity at pipirma na lang ako sa kontrata, hihindi pa rin ako eh. Mas gugustuhin ko na dito lang sa Pilipinas manatili lalo pa ngayong may anak na ako. Juskoooo! Hinding-hindi ko talaga kakayanin, promise!
Pero kung makulit talaga at mapilit yang opportunity na yan, sige na, akin na, iga-grab ko na! Pero ipapaconvert ko na lang sa pagtravel sa ibang bansa dahil ayoko talagang magtrabaho abroad. Hahaha!
this is great because i bet that’s what they felt like. Like everything else in the world had stopped and it was just the two of them. So freaking cute i’m sad
I’m gonna fucking cry
I can’t wait for this to be me
This is kilig!!!
Imagine reading a book of every conversation where people have spoken about you.
life is just full of secrets and lies,
unspoken words and loose ends that’ll
never be tied,
those who fear speaking their mind
‘cause someone may disagree
as things change over time.
Relationships are complicated
no matter how you spin it
society has painted life to be this way
since before we stepped foot on the
soil covered ground and let the light
I wonder if every argument
every statement untold because
someone feared judgement,
every preconceived idea of how we’re
supposed to act
is just a game to make us all go
I think I won’t follow along,
make my own path.
Super inactive ko na. :(